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  <title>my thoughts, my life, my soul</title>
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  <updated>2008-04-07T18:06:49Z</updated>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:13882</id>
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    <title>bye 2007, hello 2008</title>
    <published>2008-01-01T19:30:51Z</published>
    <updated>2008-01-01T19:30:51Z</updated>
    <content type="html">ahahaha... wala lang... cge cge bubuhayin ko na tlga ang lj ko...&lt;br /&gt;hmmmm.... sobrang dami kong gustong gawin ngayong 2008...&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; susubikan kong mas seryosohin ang bahay...&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; less gimik (SUSUBUKAN KO!!!)&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; gusto ko ng makamove on ng totoo.. aahahah..&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; i wanna use my time wisely... i don't want to waste my time thinking about someone who is most probably not thinking about me... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sa lahat ng nagpasaya ng 2007 ko MARAMING SALAMAT... sana makasama ko pa din kayo ngaung 2008!!!... awabshu pipol!</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:13778</id>
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    <title>hmmmmmmmmmm....</title>
    <published>2007-11-10T20:45:56Z</published>
    <updated>2007-11-10T20:45:56Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; susubukang buhayin si livejournal ko...&lt;br /&gt;susubukan...</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:13439</id>
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    <title>ngayon na lang uli</title>
    <published>2007-05-25T17:04:33Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-07T18:01:38Z</updated>
    <content type="html">hmmm... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;namis ko to...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;grabe daming naganap sa life since nung huli akong nagpost dito...&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sobrang ok na ko kaysa nung last na post ko dito, grabe ung naganap at pinagdaanan ko na un, but now i can lokk back at the things that happened and laugh about it.&amp;nbsp;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;about nmn sa summer sa upd. saya sobra... may crush ako dun un nga lang di ko nalaman ung name kaya itago na lamang natin xa sa pangalang "chubby" (wag tanungin kung bakit un)... sobrang saya ng summer kc katuwa kasama ang mga UPM crosreg buddies (ann (aka. boldstar), gm, ira, louie, yvette, andy). mamimis ko sila...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;napanood ko pala shrek3 with ADIK (venus)&amp;nbsp;super funny tlaga!!! db adik.? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was also able to visit zai and her baby sa cavite with marie and erwin. sobrang cute ng baby ni zai. daming pics (chek nyo sa multiply ko: purrtee.multiply.com) after kina zai, we went to MOA at dun i met the cutest guy ever. his name is diego,&amp;nbsp; sayang bata e...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ayun til here na lang muna...&lt;br /&gt;miss you guys...&lt;br /&gt;enjoy the rest of your summer..</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:13153</id>
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    <title>dapit_hapon @ 2007-04-28T17:16:00</title>
    <published>2007-04-28T16:17:46Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-28T16:17:46Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;hmmm... grabe sobrang mabilis kong madepress ngaun, pero hindi katulad ng dahilan ng pagka-depress ko dati, hindi na un ang dahilan...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;mabilis ako madepress dahil sobrang bored na ako sa life ko ngayon, araw-araw pare-pareho na lang ang ginagawa ko, skul- bahay, bahay-skul, its the same s*** everyday... &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;nakakalungkot ksi ndi ko na din nakikita ng ang karamihan sa mga friends ko at kung makita ko man ang ilan sa kanila sobrang sandali lang... nakakalungkot kasi namimis ko na sila ng sobra...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;isa pa cguro samga dahilan kung bkit ganito ako ngayon ksi sobrang ndi ako nasa-satisfy sa life ko ngayon, feeling ko sobrang walang nangyayari sa life ko ngayon, feeling ko wala akong napapala...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;minsan di ko na maiwasang umiyak kahit di ko alam kung bakit ...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;sobrang nade-depress ako kc ayoko talaga ng ganito, ngayon lang nangyari sa akin to... di ako ung tipong mabilis ma-depress o magalit, im the type of person that always looks at the brighter side of life pero ngayon di ko yun magawa... &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;it sucks kc ang katotohanan kaya ako nagkakaganito kc i feel alone, sad no? hehehe ngayon lang to nangyari...&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i know i have my family here with me, pero wala pa din akong makausap tungkol sa mga bagay na to, wala akong tao na mapaglabasan ng mga nafifil ko ngayon... &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;i never thought na aabot ako sa point na to... &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#000000" size="2"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;sobrang gusto ko na lang umiyak... &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:12880</id>
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    <title>wala lang...</title>
    <published>2007-04-28T07:32:24Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-28T07:32:24Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;nakita ko lang somewhere... hehehe&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Memories Of What Used To Be &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;© By Meghan E. Leith&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I wonder if he remembers me &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Or if I'm just a memory &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I wonder if he thinks of us &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Or if he finds it useless &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I wonder how things would be &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;If he had never left me I wonder how he is &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;And if I'm still a love of his &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I think about him everyday &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;And wonder if he's okay &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I think about how happy we were &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;And the memories make the tears stir &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I think about the plans we made &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;While we were laying in the shade &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I think about all we said &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;And the lives we lead &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;To not know &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Where to go &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;To not know where to find &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;A place where he may hide &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;To not be able to see his face &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Puts my heart so out of place&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;To not know when he's near &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Is my greatest fear &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;There's so much in my head &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;That I wish I'd said &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;There's so many missed kisses &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;For my unanswered wishes &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;There's only so many ways &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;For me to make it through the days &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;There's so little light In my heart tonight &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;What would I say If given a day &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;What would happen &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;If I could have him &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;What joy it would bring &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;To hear him sing &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;What would I feel &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;If he were here for real I miss him each day &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;That he is away &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I miss him looking out for me &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;The way it used to be &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I miss his love &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;That protected me like a glove &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I miss him &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;So much it's made my heart dim &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I wonder if he still cares &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;That's a question that tears &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I wonder what he's like &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;If he'd tell me to take a hike &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I wonder if he fears &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;That I don't hold him dear &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;But most of all &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;I wonder if he still loves me &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Or if I'm just a memory &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color="#00ccff"&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Of what used to be&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:12707</id>
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    <title>malapit na...</title>
    <published>2007-04-24T14:30:27Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-24T14:30:27Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;this was written last wik ata... ngaun ko lang maiipopost...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Monotype Corsiva&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;“…matapos ang dilim ng gabi ay mayroong liwanag ng baging umaga…”&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Sa buhay ko ngayon ay di ko pa tuluyang naaabot ang liwanag ng araw matapos ng dilim, pero alam kong dadating din ang panahon ay mararating ko ang liwanag na iyon…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Kung kukuha ako ng isang salita na maglalarawan sa buhay ko nitong mga nakaraang mga buwan “&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;crazy/nakakabaliw&lt;/b&gt;” ang pinaka angkop na gamitin. Angkop ito dahil puno ito ng mga &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;masasaya at malulungkot&lt;/b&gt; na pangyayari, puno din ng mga &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;pagsubok na kinailangan na lampasan&lt;/b&gt;. Angkop ito dahil minsan ay inakala ko ay di ko malalampasan ang mga pagsubok na ito. &lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;Ngunit kahit naging ganoon ang mga naganap sa buhay ko ay &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;masaya&lt;/b&gt; ako, masaya dahil hinubog ako ng mga pangyayari at pagsubok na ito upang maging kung sino man ako ngayon… &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;Masaya &lt;/b&gt;ako dahil alam ko sa mga pangyayari at pagsubok na kinaharap ko ay marami ang &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;sumuporta at nagpakita ng pagmamahal nila sa akin…&lt;/b&gt; Masaya ako dahil muli ay &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;ginabayan ako ng Diyos&lt;/b&gt;, tulad ng kanyang laging ginagawa ng walang sawa at walang hininging kapalit… Masaya ako dahil kahit na hindi ko nakuha ang ilan sa mga ginusto ko ay alam ko na may dadating na &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;mas hihigit pa at mas angkop sa akin… Masaya&lt;/b&gt; ako dahil hanggang ngayon ay nandito pa ako at patuloy na &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;hinaharap&lt;/b&gt; ang mga pagsubok na ibinigay sa akin… &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;Masakit&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt; ang mga bagay na naganap sa akin, maraming pumasok sa utak ko dahil sa mga naganap na iyon. Umabot sa punto na &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;nawalan ako ng tiwala sa sarili ko&lt;/b&gt;, at hindi ako nakatupad sa ilang mga bagay na naipangako ko na hindi ko gagawin... umabot sa puntong &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;nagpakatanga&lt;/b&gt; ako at &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;sinisi&lt;/b&gt; ko ang sarili ko sa mga naganap…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Pero ngayon &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;dahan dahan na akong nakakalimot sa sakit&lt;/b&gt; na iyon, oo at mayroon pa ring mga araw na naalala ko ang mga nangyari at nababalik ang lahat ng sakit, normal lang yon dahil ang paglimot sa mga nangyari ay &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;proseso&lt;/b&gt;, proseso kung saan ako at ako lang ang maaring makatulong sa sarili ko… &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Masakit ang mga pinagdaanan ko pero &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;wala akong pinagsisisihan sa mga ito…&lt;/b&gt; &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;wala naman dapat… &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Hindi ko pinagsisisihan dahil kahit nasaktan ako sa mga nangyari may mga &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;masasaya din naman na naganap,&lt;/b&gt; mga kaganapang dadalhin ko ng matagal…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Di dapat pagsisihan sapagkat dahil sa mga naganap na iyon ay &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;nahubog&lt;/b&gt; kung sino man ako ngayon, at &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;masaya ako sa sarili&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;ko ngayon…&lt;/b&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Di ko pinagsisisihan ang mga naganap dahil napatunayan ko sa aking sarili na &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;malakas ako&lt;/b&gt;, at kinaya kong harapin ang mga unos na dumating sa buhay ko at alam kong &lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;kakayin ko ang mga darating pa…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Monotype Corsiva&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;“…laging may panibagong bukas na dadating…”&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Sa kabila ng mga nawala, nasira at nagulo sa buhay ko alam kong may bukas na dadating, bukas na magdadala ng bagong pag-asa…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;May bukas na muling magpaparamdam ng saya na nadama ko noon…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Bukas na alam kong hindi magdadala ng sakit na napagdaan ko dati…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Natuto na ako…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Hindi na ako haharap sa bukas ng hindi handa…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Hindi ko haharapin ang bukas ng walang pag-iingat…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;At pagdumating na ang bukas na yon ay madarama ko na ang saya na ipinagkait ng mapait na kahapon…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;…ngunit hanggang hindi pa dumarating ang bukas na iyon, dito lang ako…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;…dito lang ako at maghihintay…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;… dito lang ako at haharapin ang ngayon… &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Monotype Corsiva&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;dapithapon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 8pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;(22april07)&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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    <title>mga isinulat ko dati....</title>
    <published>2007-04-24T14:19:42Z</published>
    <updated>2008-04-07T18:06:49Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; ********************************************&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Habang ako ay magisa nakikinig ng mga kanta sa laptop ko kanina napaisip ako at napagpasyahang nais kong lumaya. Lumaya mula sa pagiisp lagi sa'yo, lumaya mula sa sakit na dulot mo, lumaya mula sa patuloy na pag-asa na maaaring maging akin ka.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Oo nga't ikaw ang nagbigay ng isa na siguro sa pinakamasayang araw sa buhay ko, ngunit kapalit naman nito ay ang sakit ng kawalang kasiguruhang dulot mo. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Pagod na kc ako, pagod na na umasa gayong ang daming mga bagay na ang nagsasabi na dapat ng bitawan ang pag-asa ko sa iyo.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Oo ginusto kita, at marahil ginusto kita ng higit pa sa dapat, at inaamin ko hanggang ngayon ay gusto pa din kita ngunit alam kong kailangan kong gawin ito, kailangan kong bitawan ka kahit na isa ito sa pinakamahirap na gagawin ko. Kailangan kong bitawan kita para hindi tuluyang mawala ang sarili ko. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Salamat sa oras na iyong inilaan para sa akin, lubos ang ligaya na aking nadama sa bawat minutong &amp;nbsp;nakasama kita. Ngunit kapalit ng maliligayang minutong iyon ay sakit na nadadama sa bawat segundong hindi ka kasama.&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;Ayaw ko ng umasa na balang araw ay maramdaman mo din ang nararamdaman ko sa iyo, pero bakit kahit ilang beses kong paulit-ulit sabihin ‘to ay umaasa pa din ako, tanga nga siguro ako. pero ngayon susubukan ko, ilalayo ko ang sarili ko sa iyo. Bubuksan ko muli ang buhay ko sa ibang tao na minsan ay sinara ko at pinaikot lamang sa iyo. Muli kong hahayaan ang sarili kong makita na may higit pa sa iyo, at isang tao na masusuklian&amp;nbsp; ang ibibigay ko. &lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;Kung alam mo lang sana kung gaano kahirap ang gagawin ko na pagbitaw sa iyo, pero mas masakit kung patuloy akong aasa sa iyo na malabong may patunguhan pa. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;Isa ka sa magagandang bagay na dumating sa buhay ko, ngunit di lahat ng maganda sa aking paningin at di lahat ng aking gustuhin ay nakalaan para sa akin. buhay nga naman...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;sana nga tuluyan na akong makabitaw sa iyo... &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;dahil sa patuloy na paghawak sa iyo ay dahan-dahang nabibitawan ko ang sarili ko...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;sana makayanan ko...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;at sana kung dumating man ang araw na makita mo ako at mahalin mo, ay handa pa akong maibalik ang susubukan kong bitawan ngayon...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;salamat uli...&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;masaya ako at nakilala kita ngunit ngayon ay panahon na para umusad ang buhay ko na minsan ay umikot lamang sa iyo…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;sana makalaya na ako mula sa iyo…&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;paxenxa pla kung ginulo kita, hangad ko ang kaligayan mo…&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: normal; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p style="text-align: justify;"&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 16pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Monotype Corsiva&amp;quot;;"&gt;dapithapon &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;span style="font-size: 8pt; font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;(march07)&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: &amp;quot;Trebuchet MS&amp;quot;;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:12081</id>
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    <title>can't wait...</title>
    <published>2007-04-06T05:35:44Z</published>
    <updated>2007-04-07T08:01:00Z</updated>
    <lj:music>i can't make you love me</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;div class="entry-body"&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;went swimming last night, it was great, it was relaxing...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;it felt great coz even though i was only allowed to stay in the pool for like 30 mins (becoz ihave a fever) for the first time in two weeks i actually forgot you... in that 30 mins i was free, free from the pain that you've caused me... free from all the crazy things that have been running in my mind... free from the memories of you that's been haunting me in my sleep every night...&amp;nbsp; &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size="4"&gt;can't wait to have that feeling again... can't wait for the time na ndi ko na kailangan mag stay sa pool para lang makalaya sayo... and &lt;strong&gt;i will try hard to forget you... and i will forget you... maybe not today nor tomorrow, but i will... i will move on... &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:11833</id>
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    <title>confused</title>
    <published>2007-03-17T19:05:04Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-17T19:05:04Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;have you ever been in a situation where you don't know if you should allow yourself to feel, to fall for someone? &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;you're afraid to allow yourself to fall because you've been hurt so many times before... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;you're afraid to take the risk, because you don't know if you can handle getting hurt like before... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;you're scared that if you allow yourself to fall for him, he might not catch you...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;but at the same time you're thinking that this person might be the one for you... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;the one who would take care of you and love you for who you are... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;the one who knows your worth...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;so confused and so afraid...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;should i take the risk?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font color="#3366ff"&gt;need help...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:11537</id>
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    <title>happy? "YES"</title>
    <published>2007-03-15T17:37:21Z</published>
    <updated>2007-03-15T17:37:21Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;p&gt;kung tatanungin ako ngayon kung masaya na ako, eto ang isasagot ko "YES!!!". y? kc i have a wonderful family, great friends, and i just celebrated my best birthday ever, kung nandun ka nung party sa GOV'T bar malamang alam mo kung bakit ako naging masaya nun. hehehe...&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;i don't know how long dis feeling of happiness will last kaya namn im trying to enjoy every minute of it. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;im happy kc some of my birthday wishes came true. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;im happy kc many unexpected things happened...&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;im happy kc ang daming nakapaligid sa akin na mabubuting tao.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;im happy coz nandyan k... khit di mo alam na napapasaya mo ako...&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;happy ako kc may mga friends ako na naglalagay ng kung ano2 sa ulo ko at patuloy na nag-e-encourage sa ma kabaliwan ko.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;natatawa ako sa sarili ko kc minsan di ko napapansin na ngumingiti na lang ako ng di ko namamalayan...&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;basta masaya ako... &lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:10699</id>
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    <title>can't do it!</title>
    <published>2007-01-29T14:16:26Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-29T14:16:26Z</updated>
    <lj:music>i thought she knew</lj:music>
    <content type="html">last night i visited you friendster account, i was looking at your pictures and trying to convince myself that you are not cute, you're not funny and you're not nice. i was trying to convince myself to believe those things so that i can stop myself from falling for you.&lt;br /&gt;Akala ko nagawa ko ng kumbinsihin ang sarili ko na hindi ako dapat mag fall sayo, kaso knina ng hindi kita makita at ng madinig kong banggitin ang pangalan ko narealize ko na hindi ko kaya gawin. Gusto pa din Kita. At namiss kita ng hindi kita makita, naexcite pa naman ako kc lam ko dapat makikita kita ngayon, tsk. haay... how can i stop myself from falling from you when everytime i see you i fall harder and harder for you. cguro im doing this dahil yoko lang masaktan, pero since di ko talaga mapigilan ang sarili ko from falling for you, ii just have to ready myself to be hurt.&lt;br /&gt;haaay...&lt;br /&gt;sana di ako masaktan dahil sayo.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:10254</id>
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    <title>half crazy</title>
    <published>2007-01-27T15:47:14Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-27T15:47:14Z</updated>
    <lj:music>half crazy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color="#ff00ff" size="4"&gt;i really love this song by freestyle...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;font color="#ff00ff" size="4"&gt; i've been listening to it over and over for the past two days....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;HALF CRAZY&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;-freestyle-&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"&gt;&lt;span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: Arial"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: center" align="center"&gt;&lt;i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Monotype Corsiva&amp;quot;; mso-bidi-font-family: Arial"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;know I havent slept a week at all&lt;br /&gt;since you've been gone&lt;br /&gt;and my eyes are kinda tired&lt;br /&gt;from crying all night long&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;know i've never been too good at cooking&lt;br /&gt;just for one&lt;br /&gt;it's so lonely here without you baby&lt;br /&gt;come back home&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;coz i'm half crazy&lt;br /&gt;feelin' sorry for myself&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;worried you'd find someone else to love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;know life hasn't been much fun at all&lt;br /&gt;since you've been gone&lt;br /&gt;and my eyes being to feel&lt;br /&gt;each time I hear a song&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i spent every minute asking myself&lt;br /&gt;what went wrong&lt;br /&gt;can't we try to talk it over baby&lt;br /&gt;come back home&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;coz I'm half crazy&lt;br /&gt;i'm feelin' sorry for myself&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;worried you'd find someone else to love&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but baby there is no one else&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;for everything you saying&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;no one else could love you like i do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so i'm half crazy&lt;br /&gt;feelin' sorry for myself&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;i'm worried you'd find someone else to love&lt;br /&gt;but baby there is no one else&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;for everything you saying&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;no one else could love you&lt;br /&gt;and no one else could ever be&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;feeling sorry for myself&lt;br /&gt;and I'm worried you'll find someone else&lt;br /&gt;half crazy&lt;br /&gt;feeling sorry for myself to love baby&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal"&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-FAMILY: &amp;quot;Monotype Corsiva&amp;quot;"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:10207</id>
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    <title>dapit_hapon @ 2007-01-27T15:38:00</title>
    <published>2007-01-27T15:41:22Z</published>
    <updated>2007-01-27T15:41:22Z</updated>
    <lj:music>half crazy</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font color="#ff00ff"&gt;&lt;span style="mso-spacerun: yes"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;These past few weeks I have been really happy, and my friends are saying na halata talaga na I’m happy pero now napapaisip ako, do I really have any reason to be really happy? Sobrang sama ng nararamdaman ko ngayon, halong takot at lungkot. Takot na baka nga wala talaga akong dahilan para maging happy, baka this person is just playing with my emotions just because he knows that I have feelings for him, sana talaga hindi kc I really like him. I know his a good person but I can’t stop myself to feel this way, siguro takot nga lang akong masaktan uli, &lt;u&gt;HINDI ko kayang masaktan uli&lt;/u&gt;. Lungkot, kasi I can’t make myself believe that I deserve to be happy or that someone can really like me the way I like that person. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 0.5in; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; TEXT-ALIGN: justify"&gt;&lt;font size="3"&gt;&lt;font face="Times New Roman"&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font color="#ff00ff"&gt;&lt;st1:city w:st="on"&gt;&lt;st1:place w:st="on"&gt;Sana&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:city&gt; mawala na ‘tong feeling na ‘to. I wanna be happy, and I want to enjoy everything that has been in my life. I know na I have been so blessed and I am thankful for that, sobrang thankful. Waaah… I hate the way I feel today, gusto ko ng mawala to! Hindi ako ito! &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:9562</id>
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    <title>pasko na!!!!!!!!</title>
    <published>2006-12-17T19:03:08Z</published>
    <updated>2006-12-17T19:03:08Z</updated>
    <content type="html">yikee! Christmas na!&lt;br /&gt;Merry Christmas to everyone and a blessed new year!!!&lt;br /&gt;gift ko ha!!! wahaha... &lt;br /&gt;DevStud pips miss ko na kayo!&lt;br /&gt;muah muah muah....</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:9248</id>
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    <title>inlove?!</title>
    <published>2006-10-03T18:02:16Z</published>
    <updated>2006-10-03T18:16:18Z</updated>
    <lj:music>ang nakabibinging katahimikan</lj:music>
    <content type="html">naiinis ako! bakit ba kailangan masaktan ka pag nagmahal ka. ikaw na nga ung magbibigay ng pagmamahal tapos kaw pa ung sasaktan! sometimes i feel na ayaw ko na talagang ma-inlove kasi ayaw ko ng masaktan. i've been hurt before and i don't think i am ready to feel that kind of pain again. sa ngayon, masaya ako ng ganito lang, walang iniisip na espesyal na tao bago matulog, walang hinihintay na magtext, walang pinagseselosan, at walang dahilan sa aking pagkapuyat. Masaya ako kasi ndi ako nasasaktan. ang tanong hanggang kailan? hanggang kailan ko mapipigilan na hindi ma-inlove? hanggang kailan ko magagwang manhid ang sarili ko? un ang di ko alam. sa ngayon kontento ako ng ganito.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:9054</id>
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    <title>t-shirt</title>
    <published>2006-09-27T17:35:10Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-27T17:37:28Z</updated>
    <lj:music>demockracy (dicta license)</lj:music>
    <content type="html">have you guys seen our new nry shirt? OMG it's so cute and its so pink! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i rily love the design, it's so UPM! love it and i don't care what other PPOL think. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i have been hearing a few rude/ bad comments bout our shirt, this is for you guys: mind your own freakin business! kung ayaw nyong nakikita nyo wag nyong tignan. kayo lang ang naglalagay ng masamang pakahulugan sa kulay ng shirt namin. pink dapat lahat ng shirt khit ung sa boys, but the color pink didn't look good on our boys so we decided to make their shirts blue, un lang ang rison dun. so kayo ung pyudal mag-isip ndi kame. i love our shirt and other people think their cute, and i don't rily care what you guys think im stil gonna wear our shirt.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:8461</id>
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    <title>if i was the one.</title>
    <published>2006-09-07T16:28:51Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-07T16:28:51Z</updated>
    <lj:music>If i was the one</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Kanina pauwi na sana kami galing sa rob ng palabas na kami ng rob nakita namin na ang lakas pala ng ulan at baha na sa dadaanan namin tapos wala pa kaming dalang payong, so we decided na mgpatila ng ulan sa rob. Nagdecide na sa BK na lang kc kakain si Dona. Ddi un nga, tapos biglang tumugtog ung song na IF I WAS THE ONE, shet! Bigla kong naalala si EAC, oo ikaw, un ksi ung tugtog nung nagdadrama ako bout you. Tapos sya na ung naging topic ng usapan namin, pinakwento nila ung mga pick-up lines mo na "malamig ba kamay mo?". Grabe napaisip nanaman ako tungkol sa iyo. Naguluhan nanaman ako. Ewan basta bigla akong napaisip bout you. Naalala ko ung mga katangahan ko sa'yo... &lt;br /&gt;Na-bitter ako! Hehehe... Haay... Hinanap nanaman kita sa crowd at i wished nakita kita don. bakit ba di kita makalimutan completely?! sad but true...</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:8153</id>
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    <title>pretty shoes</title>
    <published>2006-09-03T06:10:03Z</published>
    <updated>2006-09-03T06:10:03Z</updated>
    <lj:music>christian bautista songs</lj:music>
    <content type="html">ei i went to glorietta yesterday, sale kc! heheh... daming tao. i bought a pair of high heels sandals. pretty talaga, black xa tapos super taas talaga. perfect shoes! wahaha... &lt;br /&gt;i just need to find the courage to wear them. hehe...</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:7699</id>
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    <title>pulis!?!</title>
    <published>2006-08-22T15:25:49Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-22T15:25:49Z</updated>
    <lj:music>mr.clay</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Kanina after ng DS119.1 class ko umuwi na ako agad. Sumakay ako ng FX kc ayokong nagji-jeep kc masikip at mausok. Mabilis ako nakasakay ng fx, edi akala ko ok na kc nakasakay na ako, tapos dun sa bandang malvar biglang pinahinto ng isang traffic police officer ung FX na sinasakyan ko, ndi kko maintindihan kung bakit hinuhli ung sinasakyan kong FX, ndi na mabilis ung patakbo nung driver, nalaman ko na lang ung dahilan ng biglang sumigaw ng ung driver bago sya humito ng "g*** kang kotong ka!". That's when i realized ang nangyayari, wala naman talagang violation ung driver namin, hihingi lang ng lagay ung pulis. Pagkahinto ng FX pumunta ung pulis dun sa driver tapos may kinuha sa driver, after nun umandar na ung FX, hindi pa nakakalayo ung FX at dahil nga sa likod ako nakaupo kitang-kita ko ung paglagay ng pulis sa bulsa nya ng pera ung. Grabe kainis talaga. pagkaandar nung FX nagtanong ung mga pasahero na iba kung magkano ung hiningi nung pulis, P50 daw, tapos nagkwento pa ung driver, sabi nya araw-araw dw ung mga pulis nakatambay doon at araw-araw din silang nangongotong sa mga FX drivers. Nakakaapang-init talaga ng ulo. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nang dumating na sa Vito Cruz ung FX bumaba na ako, tpos habang naglalakad ako papuntang bahay may nakasabay ako na girl na naka-mini shorts tapos may nakatayong pulis doon sa dinaana namin, at 'pag daan namin doon sa pulis, grabe tumitig ung pulis sa legs nung babae at hindi yng pasimple ha, as in titig talaga kulang na lang tumulo ung laway nya. grabe nakakainis parang ang titig nya doon sa girl para she's a piece of meat. grrr... talaga. bilang babae nagalit ako dahil sa paraan ng pagtingin nya doon sa hita nung girl ay parang laman at hindi bilang tao. nakakainis, dahil alam ko na ang ginawa nya doon sa girl ay sexual harrassment, dahil sabi sa DS128 class ko basta may pangbabastos na naganap khit walang physical contact basta nakaramdam ung girl na sya ay nabastos o basta she felt uncomftable with the action of a guy towards her, that's a ground for sexual harrassment. Manyak nung pulis grabe!&lt;br /&gt;adik sya! grrr...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nakakainis sobra kung sino pa ang may mga kapangyarihan sa ating society sila pa ung gumagawa ng kalokohan. Kung sino pa ang dapat nagpapatupad ng batas ay sila pang sumasalungat sa mga batas na ito. silang dapat maging magandang halimbawa ay sila pa ang gumagawa ng kung anu-anong kasamaan.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:7473</id>
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    <title>dapit_hapon @ 2006-08-20T00:42:00</title>
    <published>2006-08-19T16:48:14Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-19T16:48:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">hmmm. tagal ko na ding ndi nagpost dito, sobrang busy kasi sa acads and edboard e... &lt;br /&gt;natapos na din sa wakas ung pinakatatakutan kong report sa socsci120, ok naman ung report, we were able all the questions raised by our prof. &lt;br /&gt;saw my crush nung friday, cute pa din, hehehe... ui may ginawa akong katangahan sobra! basta, may ginawa ako na nakakahiya dun sa crush ko... inis talaga!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;UI GAWAN NYO NAMAN AKO NG WRITE-UP PARA SA YEAR BOOK, PLEASEEEEEEEEEE.....&lt;br /&gt;hehehe tapos pili ako kung ano lalagay ko sa yearbook. sige na...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hanggang dito na lang muna, kc wala pa akong maisip isulat eh!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:7328</id>
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    <title>FUN!!!!</title>
    <published>2006-08-10T06:05:48Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-10T06:05:48Z</updated>
    <lj:music>wala</lj:music>
    <content type="html">i had so much fun yesterday hanging with my devstud friends! hehehe... todo bonding kmi! kumain kmi ng streetfoods sa may EAC(emilio aguinaldo college)! sarap!kulit! kasama ko sina carla, peter, bogie, and richmond. kasama din sina powee and gm kaya lang umalis sila agad e. ang kulit at ang haharot nung mga boys! hehe.. namiss ko un, namiss ko ung ganung bonding namin! tagal n nung huling ginawa namin un! buti na lang dis sem mas madalas na kming magkakasama! wahaha! i love devstud! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;happy din ung day na un kasi after a long time nakaattend na uli ako ng leadership group namin nina ate danna.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:6504</id>
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    <title>adik!!!!</title>
    <published>2006-08-01T17:44:24Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-01T17:44:24Z</updated>
    <lj:music>crazy for you</lj:music>
    <content type="html">wahaha nanood uli kami ng sukob today. ganda pa din. di ako na bore khit second time na 'to. this time i watched it with my mom and sis. saya pa din...&lt;br /&gt;wahahaha adik na ko</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:6191</id>
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    <title>susukubin ang kasal mo!</title>
    <published>2006-07-29T15:56:18Z</published>
    <updated>2006-08-01T17:41:56Z</updated>
    <lj:music>iliili tulog anay, wala dini imong nanay (music from white )</lj:music>
    <content type="html">Last nyt nanood kmi ng sukob sa greenbelt3, grabe super scary. Everyone was screaming. It was way more scary than kris's last horror flick. The story is also nicer. It showed  the filipino culture and the pagiging mapamahiin ng Filipinos. Grabe with this film makikita ung improvement ng special effects ng Filipino movies. Ang ganda sobra!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   Last wik pinanood ko din ung white lady, nice din ung story and effects pero it was not as scary as sukob! White lady was more of a suspense thriller than a horror flick. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;   Grabe ang i really enjoyed the two very filipino films. very filipino because it showed the culture of the filipino.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ang sukob ay isang pamahiin ng mga matatanda. May dalwang uri ng sukob, sukob sa kasal at sukob sa patay. Ung sukob sa kasal ay nangyayari pag kinasala sa iisang taon ang dalawang magkapatid. Ung sukob sa patay ay nangyayari pag may namatay tapos napakasal ang isang kapamilya sa loob ng isang taon. Pag nagkaroon ng sukob pinaniniwalaang aabutin ng malas ang kinasal. Ang pamahiin sa sukob ay nabuo dahil sa gustong makatipid, dahil mahal ang pagkakaroon ng dalawang kasal sa loob ng isang taon o ang pagpapakasal at pagpapalibing sa isang taon. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Ang white lady naman ay tinatalakay ang pinaniniwalaan ng mga Filipino na multyuo. Ito ay isa sa mga pinakakatakutan ng mga tao at sinasabing mayroon ganito sa lahat ng lugar. Ang mga white lady ay sinasabing humihingi ng katarungan.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;    Sa dalawang pilikula na aking napanood ay maayos na naipakita ang mga ito.&lt;br /&gt;Natutuwa ako dahil sa pamamagitan ng dalawang pelikula na ito naipakita na umuunlad na ang pelikulang Pilipino hindi lamang sa larangan ng special effects, pati na din sa story nito. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SUKOB - 5 stars&lt;br /&gt;WHITE LADY - 4 stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;looking forward for more movies like these!</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:5894</id>
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    <title>lamig</title>
    <published>2006-07-25T07:53:47Z</published>
    <updated>2006-07-25T07:53:47Z</updated>
    <content type="html">haaaaaaayyyyyyy..... wala nanamang pasok dahil sa bagyo na si glenda.&lt;br /&gt;lakas ng ulan kaya ang lamig, sarap tuloy mag-moment. hehehe&lt;br /&gt;sarap mag-senti...&lt;br /&gt;wala lang, wala kc talaga akong magawa dito sa haus. huhuhu&lt;br /&gt;hehehe, un lang.</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:dapit_hapon:5886</id>
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    <title>asteeg si kiko</title>
    <published>2006-07-24T15:18:01Z</published>
    <updated>2006-07-24T16:15:58Z</updated>
    <lj:music>bold star</lj:music>
    <content type="html">hehehe im listening to the music of kiko machine ryt now and its super asteeeg! galeng ng lyrics! saya! especially ung song na val sotto at boldstar! amazing! love it! try listening to their music its good, really good!&lt;br /&gt;asteeeeeeeeeegggggggg!!!!&lt;br /&gt;mabuhay ang KIKO MACHINE!!!!! &lt;br /&gt;hehehehe...</content>
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